Struggles...

Ok so after paying to get my car fix things starting going good for me but once again I hit a stumble. If you read my last blog then you know that I had gotten evicted out of one of my previous apartments. So it is now time for me to pay up. Just as I'm about to pay up an emergency comes up and someone needs my help. I have two decisions I could say I can't help and start taking care off my payments on the months I owed rent. Or I could help the person out. After the persons pleads with me and begs me I give in. So things go bad and I never again had the opportunity to pay of the debt. In January I receive a letter saying they are going to garnish my wages. I'm upset wondering how am I going to make it. Second guessing myself after giving the person the money. The person said they were going to do better and change and that nobody believed in them. Turns out they never changed and I wished I would've kept my money. After a month of getting my checks garnished I made it through and realized I could make it. One morning waking up going to work I realize someone broke my window out and stole some of my clothes and boots. So now I have to get the window fixed which puts everything behind. During that same time I receive a phone call from Cleveland Clinic for a job. I go to the job interview they practically offer me the job. School is already in session, its to late for me to changed my schedule. So I decline the job. In hindsight I'm kicking myself for not taking the job. I found out they do tuition reimbursement so that would've been my school money. I manage to get my car fix, but this semester seems to be a roller coaster. I have been having personal problems between myself and female problems. I have been a wreck.
This past Tuesday after taking care of some business job wise I run into another problem. Driving to school I hear a pop and all of a sudden my cars stops. First I check my tires because a couple days before that I get a flat at work. So I'm thinking I blew a tire. My tire is OK My next move is I check under the hood and I see a small fire. I grab some dirt and throw it on the fire to put it out. I wait for 15 minutes and my car still doesn't start up. My mind is thinking my car is dead. I wait a couple days and find out my motor locked up. I'm devastated but in the back of my mind I knew but I was trying to think positive. What makes the situation worse is once again I'm about to pay my car off. Knowing my situation being garnished what do I do?? I have a second job at a country club in beechwood how do I get to it from Akron?? The summer is coming and I start Blossom how do I get there??? How am I going to save up for a car??? God only knows and I know there is light at the end of this tunnel stay tune for more...