Life is a wonderful thing it's filled with every emotion and lots of lessons. My favorite is you reap what you sow. I know the reason why I'm struggling is a decision I made. During my time abroad I tripped and broke a girls computer. I mentioned to her it wasn't in a safe place and that it should moved. Unfortunately for me I tripped over. She wanted me to pay half. I said ok and I even withdrew the money a couple data pass and I don't see her. Eventually I start dipping in the money and I give her a bs excuse to why I can't pay her. It was wrong and I knew it. Several months down the line a week before paying off my car I get in a car accident . A Lil over a month ago my cat dies. I honestly believe that's why it happen. Moral of the story is do the right thing even though its hard it'll pay off in the future. I want no parts of bad karma which is why I always try to do the right thing even if it kills me. I asked God for forgiveness but you still have to learn lessons. I'm going through a lot but I gotta do the right thing. My time is coming.
This thing called life is crazy. There's no guide book or instruction manual to look at. Most people use past experiences or other friends advice or their experience. It's funny cause most of the time when you're giving the advice it's easy, but when you're going through its a whole different ball game. Often you find yourself second guessing or over thinking decisions. You are stuck with the question what should I do?? Logic says dont worry about things you can't control but its hard. The decisions you make and the lessons learned effect your lifWhoever said love sucks wasn't lying or Pain is love. I've had my fair share of women. But up until now I never really loved someone willing to do anything. I knew I loved her before she told me I just couldn't be the first to say it. Man issues tryna be tough It's crazy cause I'm 28 and I find myself sounding like a female but it's the truth. It's Whoever said love sucks wasn't lying or Pain is love. I've had my fair share of women. But up until now I never really loved someone. I'm willing to do anything. I knew I loved her before she told me I just couldn't be the first to say it. You know man issues tryna be tough. I really can't explain it it's a different feeling than anything thing else and you yearn for it . It's crazy cause I'm 28 and I find myself sounding like a female but it's the truth. It's almost like they can do no wrong. I use to say to myself I'm not going to be like that over a person or stressing but who was I kidding that's me. I see why people break up and get back together and give people chances. Love rules the world. Shes my day and night. Love is the most powerful drug it'll have you doing any and everything even loosing your sanity. Love is a force more formidable than any other. It is invisible - it cannot be seen or measured, yet it is powerful enough to transform you in a moment, and offer you more joy than any material possession. present and in the future. Only God knows the future
